* ~ s a t u r d a y ~ *

It's Saturday
And I have just finish my final exam
YIPPEE...

Rotting at home doing nothing but just exercising my fingers on my keyboard
Body muscles are aching
And I am extremely sleepy now


Went for jogging on Thursday morning with Lou Ye... (can you believe it?)
So nice Lou Ye... hahaha... I never thought he would willing to wake up such early and exercise with me
hahaha

Titiwangsa Garden was huge... and I dislike the pool... damn smelly and dirty
hahahaha
I like the horsing area though... those horses look healthy


Besides

Yesterday morning
Went swimming with yunnz...
So happy to swim with her... cause I really miss her so so so much
hahaha
Swimming again next week dear?


I am so "hardworking"
Attempting to get rid of all the fats on my body
It's hard...
But I would like to try for more...
Will push and challenge my limits....





God
I am so so so sleepy now..
but the mask I just applied on my face have not try thoroughly
I wanna wait till every single of nutrients of the tearing masks on my face to be dried of only can tear it out...
ZZZzzzzzZZZZ



Can't do anything now
Thus
Blogging is my choice
To wait for my masks
and to sleep ~~~

Dinner with the whole family of Lou Ye
tonight
Nervous

* ~ HAPPY DAY ~ *

Went to college early this morning
and met babe ~
Babe was camwhoring with my cup cake design lip gloss which I bought from Bloop ~

Presentation was OVER !!!
YES !!!
It went on quite smoothly (although some incidents happened that were not so pleasing)
Overall was OKAY ~
phew...


This presentation was totally a brand new experience for us ~
We usually present as psychology students
With lots of facts, citation, and highly research based

This
Enabled us to experience how is it gonna be..
When we need to sell proposal to a client in the business world !
How to present well... with great explanation and at the same time be persuasive ~


And
Our proposal had a total of 159 pages...
CAN YOU IMAGINE !!!!

159 PAGES OF ASSIGNMENT !!!
No kidding okay...
It took so much of hard work
For us to vomit this 159 pages of papers out ~

We came in the morning for more rehearsal ~

My subgroup mates ~
Cheah & Peh fung




The other members from the big group ~

Practice . . .

And more practices !!!

We gang jiong ...

And we emo ~




The group ~
Ready to present our proposal ~~

Waiting for Dr. Goh patiently in the conference room
For presentation to start...

The presentation took more than 1 hour...
but
It's fruitful ~



Lou Ye came to pick me up after my presentation
I'm so so so sorry my dear
He was sick
And the biggest reason would be that...
He was infected by me.. =(
Now he got fever... headaches... flu.. cold..

Same goes for my brother...
I'm so so so sorry
I never wanted to bring harm to any1...




Despite being sick
Lou Ye was so so so sweet and send my back home today
In fact.. He had been driving me home for few days
Since my brother has to use the car
Thank you Lou Ye...

We went to makan in Asia One Cafe
In Puchong
Which was very near to my house ~

Ying & Sick Lou Ye
I'm so sorry my dear

Dark circles under my eyes
Thanks for the presentation and assignment


Me
Camwhoring besides the sick darling ~




I am so so sorry
Please rest more
Rest well
And recover ASAP !!!

I cant help seeing the men besides me are getting sick..
Please..

And
Really thanks for being so nice for me ~
~ Thanks for everything ~

Besides the presentation was over


I got another news
Which made me happy happy for the whole day ~

I was selected
As one of the crew
For Manchester United vs Malaysia Team match
Which will be held in Bukit Jalil
on 18th July ~

OMG !!!
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW EXCITED I AM !!!!


Morever..
I have quite a number of friends already bought the ticket for the match !!!


This is the game..
No mercy for us to miss out !!!

MANCHESTER UNITED
WELCOME TO MALAYSIA !!!!!!

Wanna buy tickets?

More excitement

Stay tunned ~

Exam papers coming

In less than 10 days ~

No jokes ....

* ~ R . I . P ~ *

It's me again
Blogging again
but nothing good

It's totally a bad news
In fact
I was so SHOCKED when I got the news:
Micheal Jackson is dead of cardiac arrest at the age of 50.

REST IN PEACE MICHEAL JACKSON
THE KING OF POP

* ~ MORE WEEEEEEEE ~ *

WEEEEEE

SO SO SO HAPPY
IT'S FRIDAY !!!!
The friday that I have no meeting, no class, no discussion, and no work....!!!
WEEE


Went shopping in IOI MALL this morning ALONE
And I found out that actually shopping alone can be quite nice ~~~~
HOHO
IOI MALL new wing has quite some nice shops ~~
HAHA
Finally some nice clothing shops appear in Puchong !!!


Bought myself a cabinet for my tiny little messy room which only cost for RM19.90...
so so so cheap ~~
And guess what ?
I found out that my jusco card has already expired when I wanna pay at the cashier counter... =(
so no discount
Fortunately the lady in front of me suddenly gimme her Jusco card !!!

I was so happy that some one I dunno was willing to lend me her card even without me asking for it ~
And so at last
I got the discount for 15%
wahahaha
My cabinet only costed me RM16.90 !!!!
Unbelievably cheap !!!

YIPPEE
WEEEE

My new cabinet !!!
I had to carry this heavy pieces of wood all the way to car park
and all around the car park
just because I had forgotten where the hell I parked my car wtf !!!


My arms were aching
sobs sobs
=(


A screw driver is all I need

DONE !!!
Quite tiring after setting up the pieces by pieces
but
I am so proud of myself !!!
*winks*

The new cabinet (the right one) ~
For all my beauty products and cosmetics stuff =)
My room is "slightly" tidier already


WEE
WEEEEE


Happy happy

Study time ~
ciaoz

good luck for me

* ~ W E E E E ~ *

Hello ~

So sorry that it took so long for me to update my bloggie
hahaha
In fact I have been busy with course work and endless stuff ...



I am so so so happy
WEEEEEEE


LALALALALAL

Went to shopping with Yee & Ling few days ago @ Tropicana Mall PJ~
Bought a nice top from Kitchen, one handbag, and also one purse ~~~~
SO HAPPY for the whole day
YIPPEE


YEAH YEAH for today


Mom bought me a lot of stuff today (thursday): OLAY Eye gel, GARNIER Whiten & Protect moisturizing cream, and also OLAY Natural White night cream !!!


I LOVE YOU MOM
Whitening is my first concern for skin recently due exposure to the super hot sun light !!!
My mom understands me well ~



Lou Ye's mom also gave me a lot of things:
Today (Thursday): LOREAL REVITALIFT Whitening Spot & Wrinkle Correction (which is for my mom~)




And Yesterday (Wednesday): A purse from CHANEL !!!




IT is DAMN expensive and can buy more than 10 of this:

The one that I bought from Tropicana Mall ~

I love the White CHANEL purse so so so much !!!!
(which also means that I now have 2 new purses.... =D )
She is really SO SO SO NICE TO ME!!!!
Such a nice person of her... I like her so much ~~~



HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY



HAPPY
HAPPY




And now ~
Let the photos speak for me:
=)

US in Kitchen ~



Ying & Lou Ye

In one of the restaurants ~
Thank you Lou Ye for bringing me there ~

Yee & Ying
Yee was sick also that day

I was still sick that day
Was sick for few days actually
cold, flu, sorethroat, cough, diarrhea, and vomiting
@#$%&@#$*^
Damn it...
Luckily no fever
hahaha
so no worries
*winks*
=)
Shopping healed me ~

This was the sick me !!!
So ugly and pale

Lou Ye and the sick me
~ Thank you for the wonderful lunch ~

Went to Sze Ming's birthday celebration on saturday night
at Bambuu Bali in Puchong
The food was so so so delicious
and the place was nice
but hot !!!
We were all sweating wtf...

I miss all the laughters
from all the jokers
and crazy guys from chs !!!





Birthday boi


The Birthday boi who just came back from US ~~~

It was such a great dinner
The food was really good and filling ~

GOD !!!
My exam is coming in about 10/11 days
And I AM STILL NOT READY wtf
So so so so so GUILTY for not being a good and responsible student
so guilty that I havnt study

Time to go to bed ~
study study study tomorrow



good night everyone ~

Good luck for me ~




Hiking also with yee & ling this weekend ~

* ~ N I C E ~ *

HAPPY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY HONG SZE MING !!!!
WISH YOU HAPPY EVERYDAY !!!

It was Ming's birthday yesterday ~
happy birthday bro ~
Cant wait for tomorrow to come
Tomorrow is his birthday celebration
hohoh
Mari mari makan makan and celebrate !!!

It is so long
That I havn't been sleeping well
Dark circles been haunting me and following me all day long
I have to apply 10xxxxx layers of concealer around my eyes everyday


Thus
I am so happy now that I managed to sleep last night
ho ho ho

It is such a nice morning
with extremely delicious breakfast ~~~
and nice weather !!!

I really want to exercise la
Damn it !!!
I am so damn freaking extremely hell damn FFAAAAATTTTT !!!!

How I wish I have this at home !!!
But too bad my house is too small for that
Ngai Chun!!! Can I go ur house and play?!
please... =)

I just realized that I can't stop myself from loving Korean beauty products and makeup
And
I do believe that
Koreans have the best skin ever


I want !!!
But my skin really sucks
DENG


Take a look at this:
My favorite Korean female star
SONG HYE KYO
the ambassador for Laneige

See how amazingly beauty she is
with Laneige makeup

Every style fits her perfectly !!!

And that's her with Etude !!!!
OMG!!!
I can't get my eyes of her
Especially her flawless skin and sexy lips


oh ya
I just went to Etude last week in 1U
and I found out that their staffs are damn cute!!!
hohohoh

Big day tomorrow
Ming's celebration
Shopping with mom

And also
Still unable to make the decision
of whether going or not
for the Grand opening of Juice - Edison fashion shop in Bangsar !!!
He coming together with Sam Lee and others

I am not so into street wear
But
I do feel the excitement !!!!
kakaka

I wanna meet Sam Lee
ARGH!!!!!

Juice
Now available in Bangsar

Edison in his favorite CLOT top
together with Steven Chou ~

Apart from that
They will have this Grand opening party tomorrow night in Zouk!!!
With Sam Lee at the decks !!!
OMG
Shall we go ladies and gentlemen?...

Sam Lee
LOVE HIM LOTS !!!!

I always in love with man in pink !!!

Subcrew too ~

Time to go !!!
Time to feed my face with masks
with yunnz in her house !!!







take care everyone


with love
ying ~

* ~ R A N D O M ~ *

YO
It's me & Vin


This is the first time Vin's face appearing in my blog
hahaha
We should take more photos together huh?



A random photo of me ~
This photo was taken during our presentation day for IO Psychology last week

I was actually quite frustrated
and pissed
by how people just don't understand
How important time could be for others


I have a lot of things to do
lootttss better things to do rather than just sitting there waiting for nothing
and discussing pieces of stuff which are so out of topics
and worrying stuff that they shouldn't even give a shit for that


I hate it so much when I have to travel all the way
and waiting for nothing but always-late-people
and out of topic discussion !!!!

Petrol is damn expensive you know ??!!

Okay la
Enough of listening me grumbling ~


YEAH

Tomorrow no class
hahaha
and I have no meeting as well ~

YIPPEE


But still lots of work to do...
Sad huh?
Someore tomorrow's outing is canceled
which also means that I cant hang out with my darlings tomorrow
T____T

Nevermind though
It is just another good chance for me to take good rest
and just concentrating on assignment
and final exam

Oh ya
Talking about final exam
I have only about 3 weeks time ~
ARGH!!!!

Fortunately ~

There is something which is really delighting it
even by just thinking about it

Which is

TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN IS COMING SOON IN CINEMAS!!!!



I AM WAITING
EAGERLY

Anyone interested to watch me?
=)

PHOTO OF THE DAY:

Pirated Bae Yong Jun occured in HUC
LOLX

He was imitating the classic pose of Bae Yong Jun from Winter Sonata ~






=)


Take good care everyone
with love


ying ~

It's really saddening when someone is leaving
Hope you have made the right decision
and happy about it

Stay happy with your life ~
Always ~

* ~ LA LA LA ~ *

HAPPY HAPPY DAY ~

Just back home from work....
The payment is quite low... but this is the easiest job I had before ~
Just sitting there and entry data.... $$$$ will then go into my pockets
HOHOHOH


I WANT $$$$$$

So that I can get myself a brand new phone
sobs sobs
I MISS MY PHONE CRAZILY
I NEED YOU
PLEASE COME BACK TO ME


okay okay
Enough siao siao d ~


These few days aint bad at all
Working with Ah Loong was quite fun... hehehehe
Such a funny person of him !
HAHAHA
Someore:
One presentation, Mid Term exam, PSY 310 Assignment down (almost.. actually.. XD)
Having great time with Lou Ye.. Yee... And also my babe and her whole gang ~

I no longer have to be alone at school ~
Babe is so cute and funny... That is why I can always laugh till my stomach ache at school
Even when we are studying during the last few hours before exam

SEE:

Cute and funny le ?
I got this photo from her fb...
hohohoh

GOD

I
Feel extremely nice and good ~
Especially after so many hard work and busy moments
Yeeeaahhhh !!!!
It feels something like....




Like

Like

Like


Just like...



Like....

Like this !!!!!!

Scoring a goal for MU !!!!
Just like Cristiano Ronaldo !!!




Hahahahah
No la...
Not so exaggerating ~
Not to that extent

Like I mentioned in my previous post
I will have another attempt for Shogun

And so
Went to Shogun again on Friday
Finally managed to get to eat ~
Yummy ~
Burrrp !!!

SO FULL

We started to queued at 1030am le !!!
This was the line in front of Shogun at 1030am... by the time we reached



That's the line in front of us...
sobs sobs
When only will reach our turn ?



Fortunately
We managed to get our number quite soon ~
It was 1019
hohohoh
Anyone wanna buy TOTO or Magnum?

This is what it looks like
at 12pm sharp !!!

Humans
waiting patiently and hungrily for the FOOD !!!!

Yee & Ying


Yee also came ~
But she came here with chs mates
=)





The busy eating Lou Ye ~
The man who was sweet enough to treat me for this wonderful lunch ~

~ Thank you ~
Lou Ye



For everything ~~~

* ~ Finally ~ *

YIIIPPPPEEEEEE

FINALLY
I DON'T HAVE TO FORCE MY EYES TO GLANCE AT NOTES AND BOOKS
for such long hours ~




I am SO SO SO in yam cha mood now ~
Anyone wanna ajak me?




Will have another try for SHOGUN tomorrow
Hope we can make it
Yummy ~

Take good care everyone
with love ~

* ~ BRO ~ *

YEAH YEAH YEAH
MY BROTHER
MR. HONG SZE MING


IS NOW BACK IN TOWN !!!



YIPPEE
LALALALALA

CANT WAIT TO HANG OUT WITH HIM !!!!!





My bro and his friend
Photo taken when he was studying in San Francisco ~


I miss those days so much
when everyone is here back then during high school time
and we all still funny, cute, innocence, naive bla bla bla
hahahahahh




Hope faster finish exams and assignments
and so can go his super giant house and play ~

* ~ D E N G !!!!!!!!! ~ *

There are less and lesser photos of me in my recent posts
I don wanna use Lou Ye's phone to camwhore... =(
Wait till I get my own ~

Went to OneU for lunch at SHOGUN today
Purposely sacrificed my study time for that buffet lunch
Cause there is this crazy promotion going on
50% off on lunch and 30% off on dinner !!!!!
Faster go and don't miss out !!!!!

Mana tau
The time when I reach Shogun
IT WAS DAMN FULL AND PACKED
And the person says:" Sorry, sudah habis ticket...."
Then he continued saying:" Orang sudah Q pada pukul 1030am..."
DUH...!!!!
WTF... I came all the way here and now only I know it's full?



Fine...
We headed to Dragon - i
Ordered something that is not so spicy and not too sour as I wasn't feeling well ....
but you know what... it's impossible
No matter what I ordered... it will ended up with lots of chilies and sometimes... Vinegar...
XD
And there is nothing tasted "too sour" for me...
I will only comment "not enough sour" no matter how sour the others might say...
Ya.. I know it's crazy
But that's me !

But somehow
Today's food... tasted bad to me !!!!
=(




Watched Night at the Museum 2
And it successfully made me laughed out my lungs
Although I love the first episode more...
But this is not bad too ~
Finally something has made me feel good for the day ...
hahahaha
Such a great hilarious movie ~

CUTE !!!

Poor but cute Jedediah
Love Owen Wilson lots !!!!

On the way back home
I received call from my agent
Telling me that my weekend job for these 2 weeks has been postponed to my final exam's week
And
There goes my another few hundreds dollars
DAMN IT !!!!

When only I can get myself a new handphone ????

No more bad news for me can?
Thanks ~

* ~ R E A L I S T I C ~ *

I was searching my songs library
and also on the net
Looking for a song that really best fits my current mood

But all effort were in vain
There is nothing at all I can use to describe / provoke / motivate / cheer up / comfort myself
I don't even know what I want wtf
And I can't help myself
damn it



The world
The society is so realistic isn't it?
So do all people around


People only stick to you, come find you,
Sms you, call you, nudge you, pm you, send gifts to you, or even saying "I love you",
Only because they suddenly need you
in any way as long as they need you for companion, fun, 18sx, jokes, fantasies, and all kinds of bullshits !!!
Other than that they would not give any shit !!!


Deng
okay okay okay
I need to stop d


HAHAHAH

ARGH
I just have less then 50 hours left to my mid term
and I am not prepared at all for it
Nothing goes into my mind no matter how long I stare at notes and books


The only I know is wasting my time quarrel with Lou Ye
And spending time hurting myself
Doing things I don't like at all
And looking myself unable to finish up stuff that I am supposed to do

*** *** *** *** ***

YIPPEE

Went hiking with Yee and Ling yesterday morning
It has been really long time since we went for hiking together
I was not working yesterday
And therefore I quickly grabbed the golden opportunity to hike with both darlings



They are always so lovely ~








This is the only photos I have
sobs sobs
My fat round face with two darlings
wtf





Anyway
It's really great to exercise early morning
chatting and gossiping about our daily stories ~
HAHA
Ladies ~

Study time
Ciaoz

Shogun for lunch tomorrow ~
I shall starve myself for the whole morning
HOHOHOH

* ~ S E ~ *

Working hard to buy myself a brand new handphone
And
Definitely... I will go for Sony Ericsson
HAHAH

I am so in love with SE phones



Wondering to get whether K810i or K770i
I am so in love with Red K810i
The 3.2MP is so nice with CMOS Lens, 16X digital zoom, Flash Lights, Night mode, Multishot, Auto focus, Self-timer,
And importantly,
Image Stabilizer and red eye reduction
As a Canon promoter... Surely I know how important these things are
Besides, the sound system also not bad !!!!

But
But

but

But it is out of my budget ar!!!!




Damn it

The RED K810

See !!!
RED IS SO NICE!!!!!!!!!
SUPER NICE !!!!

I WANT THIS PHONE SO MUCH !!!!
ANYONE WANNA SPONSOR ME?

OOPS
Too vain
hahahaha

And this is k770i

This is much cheaper
With what I can afford
And also it has 3.2 MP

hahahaha
Look!!!
There are pink and RED !!!!!
The Pink is nice too ~

But from what I know
The RED K770i is damn freaking hard to get !!!!!!



How?

K810 or K770?



I have no idea . . .
K810 is the phone I like
and K770 is the one that I can afford
ARGH





NO money
Such a life !!!

hahahaha




Time to read my journal for PSY310 assignment

So sorry Wei Luck that I turned down your outing
Next time only we watch together ya ~


Pai se ~

Take care everyone

love

=)

* ~ DUH ~ *

I was supposed to be surfing the net
On Google and on Ebsco
For my assignments

But ended up I am now on Facebook, Hotmail, Msn, Youtube


I just can't put myself all in to the stuffs that require my real hard work
This is not what third year student should be

Damn it !!!
WTF

Meet up with Mr. Tan and Mr. Daniel last night
Glad that they were willing to help despite the fact that I suddenly popped up in front of them without any calls

Their familiar faces and smiles really warm
And that have brought up all my memories
Once again

Things change
But somethings no matter how don't change
Not at all after years



I hope THE call is coming in tomorrow
No matter what the answer is
Sorry to trouble YOU


Cause I know YOU still angry at me
No matter how many "sorry" I have said

Another emo night
I wish there is really more than 24 hours per day
So much work
so little time

Time to sleep early
Not feeling well


Another weekends in shopping mall
Working






Night everyone


Hope to feel better when the sun is out tomorrow

* ~ U P D A T E ~ *

It's just another update after so long

My new semester just started
and now battles just started so
Have to work DOUBLE HARD

Third year already man !!!
No play play !!!!


There are SO many things to do
with assignments, studies, researches, and bla bla bla

I will never forgive myself if I ruined my studies all by myself



Been working hard too ~
Need to earn more money
And buy new phone !!!!







Finally one free afternoon
Free at home ~



enjoy everyone

love ~

* ~ DAMN IT ~ *

ARGHHHHHH

DAMN IT
GOD DAMN IT !!!!


FFFFUUUUCCCCKKKKKK !!!!!!!




I HAVE JUST LOST MY PHONE !!!!

WTF
WTF
WTF



I JUST LOST IT FEW HOURS AGO
AND I AM SUFFERING LIKE HELL RIGHT NOW


HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE WITHOUT MY BABE ?????


I LOST ALL THE CONTACTS
HUNDREDS OF PHOTOS (LUCKILY I AM NOT EDC... o.O)
HUNDREDS OF SONGS
AND ALL THE VIDEOS AND SOUND CLIPS I CURI CURI TOOK FROM THE CONCERTS I HAD BEEN




THE WORST IS
THE LOST OF $$$$$$$ IS REALLY PAINFUL
I AM PK NOW AND HAVE NO $$$$$$ TO BUY NEW ONE


WTF!!!!



I FREAKING MISS MY PHONE

BABE COME BACK TO ME !!!
COME TO MAMA



MAMA IS MISSING YOU SO SO SO MUCH !!!!
COME BACK TO MAMA'S SIDE!!!!

* ~ S I M P L E ~ *

The weather is damn freaking hot !!!
I really hope I am now standing high up on a bridge or edges of rocks and stones in the middle of woods and have a freefall jumping into the river/lake/ whatever as long as it is cool chilling refreshing water
ARGH!!!
Really can't stand the damn hot weather at all !!! WTF !!!

Sweating
sweating
and Sweating . . .

While everyone else is having fun at trips and events and outings and parties and lots of shaking crazy fun during the holidays...
It actually quite lonely and saddening at all sitting my ass in front of my laptop staring at Facebook and Youtube and watching the last few episodes of Fringe season 1
and few episodes of Lost season 5

yet somehow I am glad that I am able to take care of my grandma now

I know I broke two men's hearts last night
I know I am cruel at times
but... as I said
I have guts to end things


Since years ago . .

Thankfully ~
This simple afternoon is not at bat at all with YOU


Thank you for willing for travel from Setapak to Puchong just to have lunch with me and then have to drive all the way back to Setapak again after that lunch...

You make my day ~

Someone asked me this question last week:
"What is the "special advantage" you found from your bf that attracts you and make that both of you?"
Well
I guess I have now found the answer
Thanks for raising the question JF ~


.

Thinking about the question above again . . .

I am so happy today ~
A simple hug means everything
Much nicer than the Dim Sum

Yes!!!
Talk about Dim Sum

Lou Ye came all the way to find me and so we went to eat Dim Sum
A very famous one in Puchong near my house... In fact quite many friends of mine often come to Puchong just for that Tian Yuan Hong Kong Dim Sum Restaurant
The Dim Sum there are very super duper yummy NICE I tell you


If you think eating Dim Sum must be in hot heaty and old dirty places in "Kopitiam-like-places" then you are wrong
Of course...
I am not asking you to go high class hotels or restaurants to enjoy cooling air-conditioner environment and services
Well
Even the place here is incomparable to few stars restaurants
yet it is well decorated and best of all... the Dim Sum are extremely delicious and the price is CHEAP!!!!

My favorite Dim Sum makan place ever... Better than the one at Jalan Ipoh ~




Call me out yam cha or makan next time ~
I shall bring you there ~

The man who was willing to drive long distance for me ~
He was drinking excessively as he was damn thirsty after driving damn long under the hot sun

My another favorite brand of chili sauce ~
With garlic well blended inside

Simple yet unbeatable
Dim Sum
Really "dim" my "sum" once again ~

Simple afternoon aint bad after all ~
Thank you

Guess what?
I just watched Jay's Secret today
hahaha
This is the N times I am watching it ~
And every time it successfully make me cry cry cry ~
Including this time
Hahahah

* ~ G U T S ~ *

My grandma is at home already
She arrived home yesterday afternoon
We are all so happy now... It is really good to have her at home and we are really sick going hospital everyday seeing nurses and doctors poking her old body with needles and tubes and surgical knifes
And also sick of spending my entire semester break in hospital not doing internship but looking after someone I love so much


And best of all... She is home before this weekend and this means that we can all celebrate MOTHER'S DAY together with mommy and granny
The best ladies in the world and in our lives
I love mommy and granny SO SO SO MUCH


For only God knows reasons... I am quite emo right now...
Sometimes I think I need room for silence and only for myself
but sometimes I seek for high stimulation and happening excitement
I can be hyperactive and super energetic at one moment and very depress and siao siao at another moment
Bipolar Disorder? CHOI CHOI
I really don't know what I want most of the time



My new semester starting next Monday and I seriously doubt myself whether am I ready for it..
I did f**king hell poorly in previous semesters and ruined my grades and now I really wonder how am I going to survive my 3rd year studies of Bpsych

This also means that I have to again bury myself with books and notes
I HATE BOOKS !!!


I would have gone crazy if I have to read all of these ....
I'm sorry


Why does time have to move so fast?
sigh . . .

Time passes so fast with no pauses
No matter how much we wish to pause the time in order to have more time for ourselves in tasks
or for us to keep and hold some really important moments there forever
That is why... There is no such thing known as FOREVER
There is an expire date for each single little thing in the world
No exception for LOVE . . .


Without FOREVER only we know how to APPRECIATE
With lost and pain only we know how important the person is
and how much we love that particular person



Okay okay

I shall stop emo-ing
After all
We are happy because granny is doing fine right now





I shall enjoy, calm, and relax myself for the rests of the days before I need to face books but not the Facebook starting next week




Enjoy




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